Afternoon, I just felt wiped out and not really in touch with anything. This was probably my only weekend free until August, so I was hoping to hook up with someone for dinner but that seemed unlikely.
I made an odd call to my therapist (Terry Ellis) to see if she was back in touch (her mailbox had been full for several months) and heard a message with status of her recovery. I had no idea she'd been hurt, and it sounds pretty bad. I wished her the best of luck. She's one of the best kind of people, and someone I think a lot of people would miss. She's definitely in my prayers.
What a month. It seems like everyone is in motion, everyone is tying up things and moving forward (albeit painfully in some cases). I'm the only one standing still, vaguely bored. Not sure how I feel about that.
Post-edit: Sorry, that's a lie. I know exactly how I feel about myself and where I am, and it really sucks. The question is what I should do, short of doing my old style of simply throwing absolutely everything in the air and rebuilding from scratch. I like what I'm doing with my life, and I totally appreciate the friends I have. There's really nothing at all that I'm spending time on that I don't want to. The happy with what I do part of my life is really good. It's the things that return that positive energy to me part that is ... not lacking, but very scarce.